And so here I am, 8 years later, waiting for it all to implode. Poisoning my soul with ill wishes and negative thoughts. I say it’s for your own good, but really part of me knows, deep down, it is to avenge and want to witness pain.
I hope you know, this is not personal. It never was. I just wasn’t able to accept that this was meant to be my path.
But now I must.