Today, I will love and accept myself for who I am and where I am in my recovery process. I am right where I need to be to get to where I’m going tomorrow.

The Language of Letting Go

Sometimes I feel like I have nothing more to reflect on with the daily LOLG affirmations. Perhaps this would have been better for me last year; I’m in a much better place now.

Yet it’s in the wee hours of the night, when I get frustrated that karma hasn’t come a-knocking – both for he and I. Then I realise that it’s coming for me – good karma that is. For after all that I’ve been through – I know that good things are just around the corner.

As for him – when I stop and truly reflect – it must be really horrible to be him. His existence is his own curse, and those he encounters are there to pay off their own bad karma. What a pathetic way to be.

I’m so happy that I no longer have to listen to his vile abusive rants or be covertly manipulated and controlled. Genuinely, I can act now without being afraid of the consequences.

I feel free from the shackles, and I’m only just realising now how much they were weighing me down.